I love you...tis is love....?

爱你越深，就会越在乎你，越在乎你，就会越随便乱想，乱想会失去你，这证明了你是对我多么的重要。。看见你跟别的男生玩，我的心就会觉得很不舒服，想对你说我又吃醋了，但是不想让你伤心，所以还是不说了，收在自己的心里，让自己痛苦。也许你不明白这种感觉。。这种感觉对每个人都是平常的，不是因为我不信任你，是因为我太爱你，我太爱你。

The Love Story~

Hmmm....not posting my blog for few months already loh..now writing this blog is purposely write about my friend....his love story...this few months,i understand what is the meaning of 'appreciate'..because of my friend not understanding this phrase,he lost his lover..the dictionary said,appreciate mean that 'to be grateful or thankful for',....blah blah blah...ok now...i am going to tell and share with ya'll my friend's story...starting from when he was form 4 or 5.....forgotten...but whatever...he never knew this girl's appearance until his friend asked him to help to chase the girl..when he got the girl's hand phone number,he started to play SMS with the girl...in the SMS,they chatted many many romantic and sweet's things until the boys found that he had fall in love with the girl..but...he just phoned the girl 3 times within 10 minutes along their moment..they knew that they had fall in love with each other but they were not appreciate their love..and now...the girl had left the boy alone after the another boy had chase the girl up..the boy(my friend) tried his best to chase back the girl but everything was useless..and finally he understand the meaning of appreciate...why??why was he not telling the girl that 'I love U' earlier??why is he not appreciate the moment when he and she was falling in love each other??now,everything is past...and what can he do is just waiting until the girl find him...so,appreciate everyone around you now and tell them 'I love U' when needed...dun until u lost them then u just regret..ok..stop here....

Friends are important..

May i ask,can a girl meets you everyday?can a girl fools around with you everyday?can a girl plays online games with you?perhaps,the girls cannot do it..but the friends do.I wanted to apologize to 1 of my friend..because of a girl,i abandoned and vanished him..VERY SORRY MY FRIEND..now i knew how important a friend was to me..i am totally hating myself..why my EQ so low..i cant even control my mood in front of my friends because of a girl...until i am losing them..until they starting to feel bore to my damn style..i freaking hate this feeling...the feeling of lonely..the hatred of loneliness..maybe it need some times to cure the friendship between my friends and i..or maybe the feeling of boredom to me from my friends will never disappear..KANG CHENG YONG!!IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP!!FORGET THE GIRL AND U CAN DO IT!!

*To all my friends,especially my 2010 form 6 friends..sincerely sorry from me...nothing more,just hoping an apologize from u all and give me a chance to recover the rope of our friendship..Thank You*

Good luck my friends..

Especially for:

Cheong Jia Ming
Lee Sai Men
Chiok Han Siang
Koong Zhi Feng
Thum Wei Ming
Chew Chee Pin
Lim Hsiao Ying
Foo Ru Sheng
Tan Kia Him
Tang Chiu Nann