Haiz,,Sad??wat is sad??do sad can change everything??do sad can make us closer??it won't..i hate sad..And,wat is hatred??do hatred useful for someone who hurted and someone who hurt anyone??I hate hatred too...and,wat is moody??do moody can cure everything??it is useless,every human's emotion is USELESS except smile,smile is the best way to cure our sad...well,maybe my this blog looks meaningless...but is very meaningful for me..i don't know wat's wrong had i done...is it i treat u not enough good??or...i m not looking good??not handsome at all??or??or???or????wat is the or??or is just a guessing reason from us..we should get the truth from the one who hurt..now is currently 3am 14th August 2009..this day this hour this minute this second,should i really give u her??let her go??or hate her??i really dunno...my heart..just like a malay's word describing 'hati telah hancur berkecai' fuh~really hate this feeling..i shouldn't start it..damn regret..but i promise i wont let my heart get pain anymore...i swear..anyway,i wanted to tell u 'I LOVE U'not lie not bluff..it's truth..
I hate my current feeling..damn it!!This was 2nd time i get hurted by girl...HATE IT MUCH!!Well,it's maybe is over??When u not happy and moody,something happened on u or someone made u angry,i tried my best to console u..give u everything i could,love u as much as i could...but y??y u treat me so humaliNESS??my heart going to break into 2 parts...someone please help me...i really hate this feeling..someone please please help me..FUCK!!
Well,today thursday..it's nothing special for me..by the way,i had been extreme moody for days..want find someone to express my feeling...but no 1 could.so i express it on my blog..Sigh~....quite a bit sad for get refuse an invitation from u..haiz..SOB T.T..i now currently want to hear ur voice but u r busy...my heart going to explode..izzit friend important then lover??or lover important then friends??perhaps..someone tell me plz...i m really complicating and frusfurating...
